But also because I know that this is the only way I'll do it.

I need to do my college application essays. I have. Uh.

4 from NYU (they want me to write a haiku, limerick or short poem?! ....And I don't think I know many people from New York....Except maybe JLo....or Hilary Clinton. Uh. Right?)

1 from Princeton (This one's hard! DX)

3-4 (ish?) from Rice.

So, in the future or so, I'm gunna hopefully start writing or brainstorming here for those essays...

I'm sorry for the spam, I'll apologize for that D=!

For now, I'm going home. Bai guys~

Regardless of how much cuticle cream is used.

Cuticles can still be ugly as hell. (It's not very cuticle~)

Hey everyone, this is taty~

I can't believe water and other drinks are $1.25 now. All because they wanted to install the card swipers for the machines.

Which can now take $1.25 from our credit cards.

I mean, I know I always bitched and whined that I never had cash to buy stuff from machines, but I don't think adding a card swiper thing to take that whole $1 (approximately) is a very good idea.

Whatever, I'm probably going to use it one of these days anyway. After the bitching that I don't have cash and have to use my card. But that's beside the point.

Speaking of having to use my card, I'm super hungry. I had full intent of sitting down and actually eating a pancake this morning (and that's a pretty out there idea since I don't really like home-made pancakes) but of course I didn't get to.

So I took it to go (yeah, a pancake) and I don't remember any more if I liked it or not.

Point is, I'm hungry and I'm not sure if I'm willing to spend money (more than likely via my card) to buy something to eat.

Maybe.


Before that, though, I have to go and take stuff from the counselor. She more than likely won't see us for too long though (the people in my city are pretty anal when it comes to lunch time.....) so I won't to htfu and get going.

But I'm waiting for people. And they're waiting on stuff. So I, in turn, am waiting on stuff that does not belong to me.

So yes.


I'll be off with that. I have to work on my final paper part 1. Crap. I hate Literature DX


I guess. OMG I LOVE THIS TIME! (12:34)

Bai guys~



Oh god, that sadly really lifted up my spirit XD

I have time.

I should reply to comments (it's only one...)

I should leave comments (it's not like I always do that anyway....)

I should have put last night's episode on my pen drive so I could watch it right now (but I'd still need to download divx to watch it.)

I should go to class early and look like a dedicated student (hm... I'll get there eventually, won't I?)

I should do my homework for calculus (I'll do it during lunch... or something.....)

I should go and put on my make up before class (and have the possibility of ruining it sometime throughout my lab, or getting myself a nice little reaction with whatever I'm going to be working with.)

I should read that background information for the lab (since, you know, I'm going to have a quiz on it before lab...)

I should learn to get my priorities in order.

Then again, all of those things are pretty important.

I should do at least one. I guess reading.

Bye guys (even though it's humid as fuck outside...)


Edit: Oh yeah, I have to read for Brit Lit too, but no one ever does that, so I should be safe.....(besides, I don't even know what to read....)

Oh god the world hates me.

Or, well, the internet hates me right now. (Yvonne: When doesn't the intrawebs hate you? 8,3?) [....FYI, vonn, sometimes the intrawebs is my bestest friend, lyk srsly -o-; ) I don't know about IRL, but hopefully they don't either D=!

Well, I had a little bit written on stuff that's happened lately....

Basically, all it was was me saying that I've been looking like shit extremely tired lately and that I could really feel it.

Then I blamed it on that one day in the year that is called my birthday. I guess it was just this birthday since I was always looked forward to the ones in the past.

This one was different in two ways:

1) I turned 18 [Omg! taty's telling her age on the internet?! DDDDD=!?! Why yes my child, I am~]]
2) It was finally going to be on a Saturday!

A long time ago, when I first found this out, I was psyched!

Then, as time drew closer to the day, the "omgyay!" feeling would get smaller....

First of all, I was turning 18. I felt super uber ancient. I would now be able to go to jail, buy cigarettes (it would help if I knew how to spell them...) and lottery tickets.

I wanted to do that last one, but alas, since I suck, I don't have an ID yet. So, basically, I would have to be carrying around my birth certificate around with me everywhere until I decide to finally get my own... Or something.



You know, there isn't much to school. Especially if you do things the way you're supposed to do it. However, if you're like me, then it's not that simple.

School's been wearing me down, actually. At least lately, and that's because I've actually had to do things lately. I mean, if I don't want to horribly horribly fail.

Also, it kind of sucks that the school kept my laptop for foreeeeeeeever. Then, when they finally returned it to me, it doesn't work....

So whatever. I guess IRL hated me a little bit too.


I should be okay right? School's going to be okay? My getting into universities going to be okay?

Is yasu-sama going to be okay?! (I can't believe I had no idea about his hospitalization or his super long ago surgery..... I almost cried.)





I need extra-curricular activities.


Any ideas?

Let's start this entry the right way! Shall we?!

I'm not cool you guys. At all. So, none of these icons that you will see in the remainder of this entry were not made by me. If I saved who the maker of the icon is, then I'll put their ljname in [[brackets]] and if I don't, then people are more than welcome to tell me who is~

Also, I don't have any rights to the people (if there are any) in the superawesome icons. I don't even own my own icons, let alone the people....

So are we cool? Then let's do this!~

=~+~= taty's life begins here =~+~=

Inanimate objects have been hating me recently...

I walk past them and they end up hitting me on my joints (i.e. my elbow, knee, shoulder, hand....I'm going to call my hand a joint, only because I'm not too sure if it is....)

Other inanimate objects that have been strange to me recently are things like food; I'm always saying I'm hungry (which I am) and yet when I get to eat, I get full rather quickly.[[nagashiwa ]]

Also, juice is becoming a super yummy thing, and vegetables are becoming something that I can eat....

The "family computer" refuses to work with my pen drive at night. Or if it hasn't been running for a while. I can't tell which one, but so far I've only used it at night....[[yoshibelle ]]

And the touch pad on my laptop feels super mega worn out.....I feel like telling my laptop "sorry," over and over... [[sakuranna ]]

On the other hand, humans have been looking at me funny... It might be because I'm sitting in a rather lonely building on the lonely second floor in a lonely corner that no one ever goes to on red couches playing Texas Hold'em on my cell phone (although I don't think they can they that...)

It might also be because I'm probably the only person in the whole city (I include tourists too....) who wears a rather heavy jacket in summer (but I have a good excuse for that! It's cold in the building I take class in.......)

Another reason is that my family is starting to wonder why I'm using my left hand lately....

Sincerely, I don't have a definite explanation for it. I could just outright say "Oh, I'm trying to become ambidextrous~" but something tells me that I would receive those funny looks....

Or disapproval. They usually follow the same pattern, those two reactions. [[theproudpenguin ]]

When they do ask me why I use my left hand, I usually just say "my right hand hurts..." Which it did when they asked me. Well, not that time when I was playing Wii Sports, but that game does tend to make my whichever arm/hand hurt.....

So yeah. I ask for the public to please not judge me~ Or something.
Well, it might just be right, what people think of me~ That I have issues or something. I suppose I do, since I don't really have reason for any of these things~

Oh! I'm so excited now, you guys~ [[saaraneth ]]

My days of having to hear my alarm for 4 days a week, are over! (Oh wow, taty. 4 days a week? You must have been tortured!)

Yeah, I was, thank you....

So, I'm going to see how I'll enjoy my last few days of summer~

Hopefully I'll be able to post before it ends~ [[perfect_enigma ]]

You know, playing Texas Hold'em IRL (yeah, I used it) with an old person is actually really fun~

Or, well, I believed so.

I'm hungry. And sleepy. And exhausted. And bored. I should just choose one, shouldn't I?

At least I have "lip balm" now~ =D

Good night!

Putting icons to this post was hard!!! ;-;

Whoo! Another one! Another icon post I mean~ So, with that: I own no icons, nor the people (if there any) in them. As you will see in my post, I wish I was that cool...Anyway, since they are not mine, I have saved some icons with the names of their maker, and some I kind of.... forgot. So, if I don't have your name at the end of the line, then you can tell me and I'll give proper credit! (Oh, the names will look like this!) [[nushi_1616 ]]

Or, it'll simply look this....I'm sorry, but like I said, tell me if it's yours, or someone you know~ I'll give credit~ =D
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What's up with me and being such chicken shit? Seriously....

But having to send a request is a scary thing..... (Oh wow, I really had to reword that sentence 'cause it never made sense...

Stupid subject verb agreement...)

Anyway. [[nushi_1616 ]]


Hey everyone who may actually read my journal! [[nagashiwa ]]

What I was talking about just right now? Oh, not much. Just me finally getting around to joining some communities. But, those communities require comments and stuff, right?

I'm just the type of person who's scared of what they say because it might not be what is wanted to be heard. [[theproudpenguin ]]

Does that make me a bad person? I don't think so.... It just means that I don't want people to think of me as a different kind of person because of what I say.

Well, whatever, I suppose. Moving on~ [[gabenut ]]

So I've started Summer Session II. Oh happy days. [[ayyn ]]

My mom has too. Entered summer school, I mean. She's taking a history course with the professor I used to take with, so I've been trying to help her. [[chochajin ]]

Well, apparently, it isn't going all too well...

But, I'll admit, it's pretty tiring. To read her papers and make them so the professor can understand them, and then do my homework (which I don't do until the very last minute) [[nagashiwa ]]

I hope everything goes well. Wish us luck, everyone! My mom has to battle one of the hardest professors and classes ever, and I have to battle.......staying awake in class, and caring about it.....

Aha, it's a 10 o'clock class, which isn't that bad....

Speaking of such class, I have a test tomorrow, and I should be studying. Uh, I'll do that later on tonight (I will, I promise!)

So, since I have no life and I've been going through a lot of journals, I found a meme....

Hopefully I don't fail at it, too XD; [[sociologique ]]

(( Oh! No icons here, 'cause that's too much work =D;; )) [[sakuranna ]]

( 100 Truths )

Well, that's all I got for today. Even though I've been thinking about updating for god knows how long already, that's all I can come up with... [[izzatiheidfeld ]]

So, later everyone! It's actually not "good night" yet. Maybe "good evening".... [[iedike ]]

But, by the time I finish with all the icons, it might be..... [[nagashiwa ]]

I was right! =D [[iedike ]]

I haven't made any icons, as of yet.... So I take absolutely no credit for any of the icons I have here. If you want me to credit you, then tell me so~ =D. All the people who I did write their names when I saved the icons have their names in brackets at the end. Like so: [[nushi_1616 ]]

So, now onto my entry!! =D

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It's pretty late isn't it? [[nagashiwa ]]

It's almost 2 in the morning, if not already.

I just ate a couple of minutes ago. I thought I would be okay, but my head was hurting, so I thought why not. (More than likely it's just me staying up too late in front of a laptop screen rewatching dramas that I've seen loooooooooong ago~

Like, a year ago....doesn't sound too long, does it...?)


Well anyway. Hi everyone, it's me~ taty~ I haven't posted in a while huh? I'm probably doing it now because I don't want to start my speech power point. Or, I'm sincerely worried that others might be concerned about my not posting (which I doubt there are......)

I hope my speech professor doesn't mind me kinda sorta really changing my topic. No, I didn't change the topic: it's the same. The way I'm wording and describe it are much different though. [[missmomoko ]]

On the paper, and to her, I said I wanted to do a speech on people watching historical movies. Now I'm saying I want to do a speech on how people should use movies as a mode of studying.

It might sound different. What do you guys think? [[neo_cycloid ]]

~~++~~

Well, now my presentation's tomorrow.

Aren't I just awesome? [[farferello ]]

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And now it was yesterday. I guess you can only leave it to me to procrastinate stuff until 3 in the morning.

I guess I can be glad that it's just finals now and then I'm off.

~~++~~
Finals....could have gone better. I did my whole stay up late at night thing again, but it wasn't for studying.

Not really....

I did kinda study... For both of them. But, it sucked 'cause I was still pretty lost on some things -o-;

Whatever. I guess the only thing to do now is wait for the grades to be put up, which is I guess on Tuesday, if I heard correctly. [[ayyn ]]

Then I go back to class on Monday for a new class.....

This is going to kill me too isn't it? Because of these stupid classes I have to take, I can't do a lot of things, like....get my community hours...

Which I kinda need... I'll be lucky if I have met my required amount of hours. D=

What do I do? [[nushi_1616 ]]

In other news!

My senior pictures were taken!

I felt like I had too much make up on, but that's just me not being used to wearing any kind of make up....

Maybe tomorrow, for the lols, I'll wear my super fierce blue eye shadow........... [[neo_cycloid ]]

In the house....


And that's all for my news, actually. Unless I continue to bitch and stuff, but that never ends good.

So, with that, good night!~ [[nagashiwa ]]

Wasn't I incredibly tired earlier? What happened body, really? [[yoshibelle ]]

This whole icon thing was really tiring, but it was totally awesome~ ^^;

Hay everyone, this is taty who feels like she's just trying to regain herself after a whole wave of "events."

Don't ask me what they were since I don't know either. They happened though, and sincerely, it was exhausting...

I also have a feeling that this entire summer will be exhausting too. Retarded-ly and unnecessarily exhausting at that: the worst kind.


I have summer school. For the first time in my life. I hate it, and even more that it's not because I failed the classes (although everyone wants to quickly assume that) but because the registering people in my school didn't feel like doing their job and didn't put me in the classes that basically everyone else in my grade has taken. Not cool, lyk srsly.

Then they want me to be in school for 12 hours a day for 12 days. Uh...shit. School planning = fail.

If I get that class that'll keep me in school for 12 hours, then I will. I'm on a wait list right now. But it's completely not fair that I don't get as many hours as other people got because the school decided to not include me in a lot.

But I can handle all this. Compared to what is pissing me off the most, this is totally do-able and actually fits in some sick and twisted self plan I have.

What pisses me off the most is this: the school people don't realize that this is all their fault. They just try to cover their ass with a bunch of bull shit (not the stuff they filled my schedule with the past two years with either; this is a totally different kind of bull shit, oh yes,) smiles and "kind words."

Whatever. I'm glad I never learned their names. All two of them. Well, I do know the names (I think) but I never remember them nor tell them apart (which is why I usually need someone with me when I go talk to them....)


I guess I'm the most glad that I get to see a certain someone in the mean time. Afar or up close, it truly doesn't matter. I think that's all I need, something pretty and shiny to stare at for a long time. It always works, doesn't it?

I'm truly lying. I don't know if I like just sight, but if it's all I get, one can't complain.


To add to that strange want I had a while back, I want someone to squeeze me when I'm sitting down. Just join me on a couch or sit in the desk/chair next to me and just wrap your arms around me and let me rest my head on your shoulder. Hopefully it'll be broad enough for me to close my ear off from noise and just concentrate on the hug. I guess I just want to know that you won't walk away from me after we let go, and maybe, just maybe, keep an arm around me, ready easily swing the other one and hug me again if I ask for it.

Seriously, what in the fuck just happened to me?

I feel like everything I typed out in this entry made absolutely no sense, or at least no clear understandable....idea?

Jeez. Maybe I really do just need a true hug.




((I made a new tag to pre-warn my "wtf"'s I've been having recently....))

Good night everyone~

(Right?)

I'm sorry that I'm late, based on "time" but, yesterday (here time) was a really bad day for me to do anything except study (which didn't help me either way...)

So, on that, I'm really sorry m(__)m

But, if you consider me to be on time, then Happy Birthday! =D All the way from the lone star state, US~


As soon as I found out (about your birthday) I told my friends, and they looked at me like I had issues, but they wish you a Happy Birthday as well since you tell us what in the hell yasu-sama is singing so wonderfully about (like Black Cherry; we love saying "Come inside me!" in our girly voices~)



I'll admit that I've fallen horribly behind on my friends page since my friend's charger broke in a way that I never really would have thought it would break, and thus it doesn't work. As a result, my laptop died (when it was on stand by for a week....)


I still need to watch those videos of kiyo (even though they only show his neck, that's more than enough~) and catch up on the now "puppy blog"

I need to catch up on kiku's as well....I've been scanning through them, so I have an idea of how Japan is treating you, but I don't know the details -o-;;

So, I apologize on that <,<;




I would talk about how today sucked, but I'll save that for another day ^^;


Wow, I didn't think I would post this this late (god I suck.) In case I haven't mentioned it, I sincerely apologize ;_;


Good night everyone~

Usually I try to match my icons to either how I feel or kinda an idea to what I'm writing about.

 That doesn't mean that I feel sexy (Oh God no.. )or that I'm going to write about sexiness.

 I just feel like having a sexy icon. I think I have one on my laptop that says "We so sexii" and that's probably exactly what I want...


But that was yesterday (sorry for the time-lapse there)and now I just feel like lying down and grabbing onto my pillow like the very single person I am.

 But yeah. I really do feel like just snuggling up to my pillow and falling asleep(thinking about how my dramas are beginning to be really romantic, and how much it sucks because once again! I hate the main girl and LOVE the main guy or...guys ). I also feel  like having some yasu-sama in my ears. But  I've got a head start on that.

Anyway. Since I've kinda got nothing else lo talk about, I'll do that handwriting meme for SUPER long ago.

( Is it okay if it's on Paint? )
so, that's it for me today...

 Good night everyone! =D

Earlier when I got online for some reason or another during History 1302, I saw that I last updated "10 hours ago."

That made me sad. Like, the world hasn't heard me in 10 hours. I mean, I know; I've gone way longer than 10 hours without letting the world what I was doing, but seeing it today made me feel sad and worried.

So, a couple of hours later than that 10 hour update, I'm going to tell the world what's up in taty land~

Apparently our city is closing down all its schools for two weeks because of the H1N1 fear. Hmm...Maybe with this I can watch and finish some of my dramas so I can continue with other ones.

I have a list of what I want, but alas, go me: I fail at actually keeping up with it?

Maybe I'll get other things accomplished. Like those 125 hours I want. Hopefully...

((This cut is my friend updating...))
(  [blameninvasion] )


 ( taty feels how? )

Well, that's all for me today. Good night everyone~

P.S. For anyone that might be interested, I think I have allergies. I've been sneezing a lot for a while (since I woke up from my nap) but I don't have any other symptoms. Let's hope that nothing comes from this sneezing problem I'm having, and I get better soon. So now this is it.