I haven't made any icons, as of yet.... So I take absolutely no credit for any of the icons I have here. If you want me to credit you, then tell me so~ =D. All the people who I did write their names when I saved the icons have their names in brackets at the end. Like so: [[nushi_1616 ]]

So, now onto my entry!! =D

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It's pretty late isn't it?

It's almost 2 in the morning, if not already.

I just ate a couple of minutes ago. I thought I would be okay, but my head was hurting, so I thought why not. (More than likely it's just me staying up too late in front of a laptop screen rewatching dramas that I've seen loooooooooong ago~

Like, a year ago....doesn't sound too long, does it...?)


Well anyway. Hi everyone, it's me~ taty~ I haven't posted in a while huh? I'm probably doing it now because I don't want to start my speech power point. Or, I'm sincerely worried that others might be concerned about my not posting (which I doubt there are......)

I hope my speech professor doesn't mind me kinda sorta really changing my topic. No, I didn't change the topic: it's the same. The way I'm wording and describe it are much different though. [[missmomoko ]]

On the paper, and to her, I said I wanted to do a speech on people watching historical movies. Now I'm saying I want to do a speech on how people should use movies as a mode of studying.

It might sound different. What do you guys think? [[neo_cycloid ]]

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Well, now my presentation's tomorrow.

Aren't I just awesome? [[farferello ]]

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And now it was yesterday. I guess you can only leave it to me to procrastinate stuff until 3 in the morning.

I guess I can be glad that it's just finals now and then I'm off.

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Finals....could have gone better. I did my whole stay up late at night thing again, but it wasn't for studying.

Not really....

I did kinda study... For both of them. But, it sucked 'cause I was still pretty lost on some things -o-;

Whatever. I guess the only thing to do now is wait for the grades to be put up, which is I guess on Tuesday, if I heard correctly. [[ayyn ]]

Then I go back to class on Monday for a new class.....

This is going to kill me too isn't it? Because of these stupid classes I have to take, I can't do a lot of things, like....get my community hours...

Which I kinda need... I'll be lucky if I have met my required amount of hours. D=

What do I do? [[nushi_1616 ]]

In other news!

My senior pictures were taken!

I felt like I had too much make up on, but that's just me not being used to wearing any kind of make up....

Maybe tomorrow, for the lols, I'll wear my super fierce blue eye shadow........... [[neo_cycloid ]]

In the house....


And that's all for my news, actually. Unless I continue to bitch and stuff, but that never ends good.

So, with that, good night!~

Wasn't I incredibly tired earlier? What happened body, really? [[lovelyladeemika ]]

This whole icon thing was really tiring, but it was totally awesome~ ^^;

Hay everyone, this is taty who feels like she's just trying to regain herself after a whole wave of "events."

Don't ask me what they were since I don't know either. They happened though, and sincerely, it was exhausting...

I also have a feeling that this entire summer will be exhausting too. Retarded-ly and unnecessarily exhausting at that: the worst kind.


I have summer school. For the first time in my life. I hate it, and even more that it's not because I failed the classes (although everyone wants to quickly assume that) but because the registering people in my school didn't feel like doing their job and didn't put me in the classes that basically everyone else in my grade has taken. Not cool, lyk srsly.

Then they want me to be in school for 12 hours a day for 12 days. Uh...shit. School planning = fail.

If I get that class that'll keep me in school for 12 hours, then I will. I'm on a wait list right now. But it's completely not fair that I don't get as many hours as other people got because the school decided to not include me in a lot.

But I can handle all this. Compared to what is pissing me off the most, this is totally do-able and actually fits in some sick and twisted self plan I have.

What pisses me off the most is this: the school people don't realize that this is all their fault. They just try to cover their ass with a bunch of bull shit (not the stuff they filled my schedule with the past two years with either; this is a totally different kind of bull shit, oh yes,) smiles and "kind words."

Whatever. I'm glad I never learned their names. All two of them. Well, I do know the names (I think) but I never remember them nor tell them apart (which is why I usually need someone with me when I go talk to them....)


I guess I'm the most glad that I get to see a certain someone in the mean time. Afar or up close, it truly doesn't matter. I think that's all I need, something pretty and shiny to stare at for a long time. It always works, doesn't it?

I'm truly lying. I don't know if I like just sight, but if it's all I get, one can't complain.


To add to that strange want I had a while back, I want someone to squeeze me when I'm sitting down. Just join me on a couch or sit in the desk/chair next to me and just wrap your arms around me and let me rest my head on your shoulder. Hopefully it'll be broad enough for me to close my ear off from noise and just concentrate on the hug. I guess I just want to know that you won't walk away from me after we let go, and maybe, just maybe, keep an arm around me, ready easily swing the other one and hug me again if I ask for it.

Seriously, what in the fuck just happened to me?

I feel like everything I typed out in this entry made absolutely no sense, or at least no clear understandable....idea?

Jeez. Maybe I really do just need a true hug.




((I made a new tag to pre-warn my "wtf"'s I've been having recently....))

Good night everyone~

(Right?)

I'm sorry that I'm late, based on "time" but, yesterday (here time) was a really bad day for me to do anything except study (which didn't help me either way...)

So, on that, I'm really sorry m(__)m

But, if you consider me to be on time, then Happy Birthday! =D All the way from the lone star state, US~


As soon as I found out (about your birthday) I told my friends, and they looked at me like I had issues, but they wish you a Happy Birthday as well since you tell us what in the hell yasu-sama is singing so wonderfully about (like Black Cherry; we love saying "Come inside me!" in our girly voices~)



I'll admit that I've fallen horribly behind on my friends page since my friend's charger broke in a way that I never really would have thought it would break, and thus it doesn't work. As a result, my laptop died (when it was on stand by for a week....)


I still need to watch those videos of kiyo (even though they only show his neck, that's more than enough~) and catch up on the now "puppy blog"

I need to catch up on kiku's as well....I've been scanning through them, so I have an idea of how Japan is treating you, but I don't know the details -o-;;

So, I apologize on that <,<;




I would talk about how today sucked, but I'll save that for another day ^^;


Wow, I didn't think I would post this this late (god I suck.) In case I haven't mentioned it, I sincerely apologize ;_;


Good night everyone~

Usually I try to match my icons to either how I feel or kinda an idea to what I'm writing about.

 That doesn't mean that I feel sexy (Oh God no.. )or that I'm going to write about sexiness.

 I just feel like having a sexy icon. I think I have one on my laptop that says "We so sexii" and that's probably exactly what I want...


But that was yesterday (sorry for the time-lapse there)and now I just feel like lying down and grabbing onto my pillow like the very single person I am.

 But yeah. I really do feel like just snuggling up to my pillow and falling asleep(thinking about how my dramas are beginning to be really romantic, and how much it sucks because once again! I hate the main girl and LOVE the main guy or...guys ). I also feel  like having some yasu-sama in my ears. But  I've got a head start on that.

Anyway. Since I've kinda got nothing else lo talk about, I'll do that handwriting meme for SUPER long ago.

( Is it okay if it's on Paint? )
so, that's it for me today...

 Good night everyone! =D

Earlier when I got online for some reason or another during History 1302, I saw that I last updated "10 hours ago."

That made me sad. Like, the world hasn't heard me in 10 hours. I mean, I know; I've gone way longer than 10 hours without letting the world what I was doing, but seeing it today made me feel sad and worried.

So, a couple of hours later than that 10 hour update, I'm going to tell the world what's up in taty land~

Apparently our city is closing down all its schools for two weeks because of the H1N1 fear. Hmm...Maybe with this I can watch and finish some of my dramas so I can continue with other ones.

I have a list of what I want, but alas, go me: I fail at actually keeping up with it?

Maybe I'll get other things accomplished. Like those 125 hours I want. Hopefully...

((This cut is my friend updating...))
(  [blameninvasion] )


 ( taty feels how? )

Well, that's all for me today. Good night everyone~

P.S. For anyone that might be interested, I think I have allergies. I've been sneezing a lot for a while (since I woke up from my nap) but I don't have any other symptoms. Let's hope that nothing comes from this sneezing problem I'm having, and I get better soon. So now this is it.

Something's wrong with me...

I can't tell what.

No, it's not the Swine Flu/ H1M1, but I'm probably at pretty high risk (damn my living RIGHT next to Mexico...)

I'm just glad I don't go out...

Anyway. But yeah, I don't know. I feel....strange. Like, there's things that must be done, but college is over, and I just have to study for finals.

Then I have Spanish AP to take, but I know I'm already pretty screwed for that.

It doesn't feel right, all this having nothing to do.

Yet, at the same exact time, I don't have time for anything.

I'm watching about 2 dramas right now (well, I try to watch these every day.) I'm watching another with little enthusiasm (and no matter how many I try to jam into one day, I can't finish the damn thing!) Then I'm watching two more that are barely airing in Japan. So yeah.

Despite all these things to watch, I feel like I'm getting absolutely no where with it. As in, I feel like I'm actually not watching anything, and I don't have time to watch them, at least one every day.

I'm trying to "translate" (let's put quite a big emphasis on those quotation marks there) the magazine that my friend gave me for Christmas, but I don't think I'm getting anywhere with that either....


This morning I woke up with such horrible pains on my back and elbow, I could not figure out what in the fuck was wrong with me.

I think I just figured out what it was: I probably fell asleep on that super huge hair clip I had on, and it probably stayed there all night. Thus my waking up in such pain, and still experiencing it about 17 hours later.

When I graduate, I want the white tassel that says I did 125 hours of community service. I mostly want this because I will probably have no other thing to "distinguish" me or my high school-ness.

I fail at academics, so yes, let's show people that I care about my community. (I really don't care....)

So far, I have calculated 34 hours. I gave up worked almost 2 days of my life for free! Well, make it exactly two days (24 hours) since I got 10 hours for helping to clean a creek, and I only worked about 4...(really~)


Anyway. I need to find other things to do to earn community service. I believe that if I'm going to give up 125 hours of my life doing absolutely nothing, I might as well do something that is either not strenuous, or will make a difference of something.

I want to work at a bank. I'm going to study it, so might as well. It'd be cool... I probably wouldn't be allowed to, since they'd think I was Mexican and would only want to steal the money.

((And just so you know, that conspiracy is way off. I have a more American accent than most the people in this city do [it's not that hard...] and my Spanish sucks so much, you'd wonder what in the hell is my problem...))

Oh, so yeah. I think that's enough for today....

What the hell am I going to do now though? I hate this, I don't know....

Good night everyone~

Have fun~

[[Kids Bop got me stuck with the song, and I'm kind of hating it....]

I finally got myself a new jack everyone!~

Yeah, I'll admit, it's not something incredibly awesome-tastic, but it's better than wearing my old one (it got holes on the back and elbows and kept tearing with use...)

I'll also admit I found an extremely awesome one at Forever 21. I saw it and I just gasped and showed it to my mom. Then I tried it on and was quickly saddened when it didn't fit my shoulders.

Then I put on the hood of said jacket, and I wanted to cry.

I remember I just said "Aw, this jacket's so cool...."

I was basically sad for the rest of my jacket searching because that one didn't fit....

Either way. I got a new one, and for that I am truly happy~

I also bought myself some long sleeve shirts.

I mostly bought them because they were for $4.79....They also looked like Ohno's ugly Christmas sweater that he was able to pull off in the magazine that Chinchi gave me. It was cool~

I think I'll be wearing such articles of clothing to school tomorrow, because I'm a nerd like that.

There was star party at the university yesterday. My friends and I really wanted to go, but since we suck and don't know how to drive on our own and no one in my family wanted to take us, we didn't go. Mazel said it was good we didn't go because it was kinda cloudy, so stargazing wouldn't have been at its best. Oh well.


Me and Mazel went raspa men hunting again. This time we were smart and decided to stay in my neighborhood since there really are a lot where I live. We ended buying this one pineapple raspa from the second raspa man, and damn. That was some good pineapple syrup on ice. We actually ended up buying one and then asked for another one 'cause it was good. The first raspa man we found, we had actually seen him before, and the last time we bought one from him, the raspa tasted like beer. The strawberry one we bought from him this time was the same case. The pineapple one from his was very much PINEAPPLE. There was no way you could mistake it, I'll say that much....

Anyway. I'm trying to get myself to be smart and do that stupid meme from a LONG time ago, where I have to show off my handwriting. But it hasn't happened because I basically fail, so sorry if anyone is actually disappointed....


Uhm, I started watching this movie. I wanted to see it at first because it sounded pretty hardcore (Detroit Metal City, if you wanted to know....) and when I started watching it, it was actually pretty damn funny~

Plus, I actually like the main actor, and not because he was L in Death Note. He just has this weird way of being able to pull off probably any role he is given. It's cool~

So, that is basically what I did today.

I taught my sister how to shuffle cards, 'cause I was about her age when I learned. I think. Probably, hehe~

Either way, she learned how (she, of course, needs to practice, but she's got it down!) I bought her shoes today too. I completely approve of them, if anyone is interested in knowing....

I wanted to buy shoes, but decided I should put my funds into a new jacket....

So, that's basically it from me today. I think. So, I'm retardedly sleepy, and think I will indulge myself in such activity.

Good night everyone~

Hello Internet!

This is taty who feel like abusing her caps lock button!

For the hell of it.

But will resist the urge SO BAD (or, will at least try....)

Anyway. This week in school was okay. I was scared about being completely lazy after Spring Break, but for some retarded reason or another, I would actually keep up, even in waking up in the mornings.

I took the bus twice this week!! (I think....)

That's extremely rare....I mean, the bus leaves at around 7:15 or 7:20. I'm usually barely getting my stuff arranged to leave....So that means I tend to wake up pretty late; but this week, however, I woke up kinda sorta early...

So, go figure. I actually went to class this week and wrote my essays like I should. Yeah, they're basically still crap, I'll admit,  but at least I wrote it on time. Plus, it's not crap that is actual out of my ass crap. It's worked on but stills sucks crap. You know?

Anyway. I bought stuff from a raspa man this weekend. I wanted to ask for an interview from him, but without Mazel to help with the Spanish, I'm basically screwed. So, I just took my bubble gum snow cones and tamarindo candy and left. Or, went back inside my house.

We had Earth Hour yesterday! Did you all know that? If so, did you participate?!

My family and I so did~ It kinda sucked, but was still cool. We had Blamen over, so we decided to keep him (and ourselves) entertained with Uno. It was funny 'cause Blamen had seen that Conneticut horror movie the night before, so he was basically scared to shit. I'm also guilty of abruptly yelling his name right next to him when I was shuffling, which caused him to scream and jump back into the couch, clutching the pillow tightly.

If you read this Blamen, I'm still super sorry. But, I couldn't help it~ =D

You can scare me however you want one of these days. Trust me, it's not that hard....and I'm pretty sure you know that too.

Anyway.

Since I want to watch my drama before sleep, I think I'll leave this up to here.

Good night Internet!

Have fun!~

Then again, driving two hours from here to there, then having to come back can be tiring....

And I refuse to sleep in a car if it's not all my family. I swear, I don't know wtf. I remember when I went on a field trip suuuuuuuuuuper early in the morning, and everyone was asleep in the bus. I was also extremely tired, but I just couldn't sleep....(even if I knew that everyone was asleep....and would more than likely stay that way.......)


Anyway. I went to a convention~ It was quite nice~

I found something I'm actually good at. Yet, let it be something that's completely useless~

I don't know what it is, but I describe it as DDR for your hands. It's fun~ Or, I think it is XD;;


I played one game of DDR (and I mean one song....) and holy damn I was tired. Yes, it had been a while since I had played, and yes, I am lame for that =D

But I kicked ass in that hand thing. Or, so I think. I like it very much~ I should force our city to buy it and put it in an arcade somewhere....They'd get a lot of money from me, that's for sure XD;

Yeah, that just proves I'm more lame. Awesome.~

I bought stickers for my phone. Now it (my phone) has instruments on it such as a piano (of course~) a tamborine, violin, drums and xylophone.

I have a lot more stickers to place on wherever I wish, but first I must find things that I wish to sticker-fy.


Oh!~ But of course!~ My laptop! XD;;

Yeah, I'm slow too.


And since I'm too slow, I shouls get to sleep as well.

Good night everyone~


[[Even Janne Da Arc-sama wants me to go to sleep....They put on Gekkouka <,<; ]]

But I think today calls for it more...


Like I said yesterday (last night) I went searching for raspa men today with Mazel~

It was hot!!! xoX!


Since I have only one bike and I surely did not want to go around on roller blades, me and Mazel shared the time on the bike.

Walking was hell =o=

So was riding the bike =o=

I had to chase down this one raspa man for so long (and twice mind you) since he couldn't see me, or he thought that I didn't wanna buy anything.


Once was to ask him for the interviews. The second was to pay him for what I had bought (he totally forgot until I told him XD; )

So, my feet hurt. That'll wear off. My head hurts a little. I already took a medicine and ate, so I should be fine.~ I was sweaty and hot from actually being outside (it is quite rare actually! I think some of the people in or around my neighborhood saw me for the first time ever). I took a shower, so I'm safe.~

I dare not even know how hot it was today. I'll just let myself decide how hot it was XD;

So, that's all from me today! =D

I wanna try that Frappucino kiku was talking about....But that's for later (there's one in school if I dare risk those expensive prices <,<; )

Good night you guys!

It is (was) only Tuesday on my Spring Break, and I already feel like crap.

I don't know either, so I'm not going to bother with the "Wtf?" I'm just going to see wtf.

Hay, this is taty (been a while~) with a headache that is just kicking her in the ass and and eye pain that can only come from actually starting a computer for too long.

Well, what else am I supposed to do?

Tomorrow (today) I'm going hunting for raspa men for my essay. That should be fun, hopefully. Hopefully it won't be Incredibly Hot, to the point where raspas are needed to keep us through the day.

I want to go to that anime convention that's out of the city, but doesn't it suck that I don't know how to drive am not allowed to drive out of the city, even if I had my license.

All the grownups don't want to take us either(I don't blame them though....Two hours of driving can be exhausting for both the drivers and passengers....)

I wanted to watch my dramas, but damn headache is not cooperating.

So I leave you with that.

Good night~ 

I actually spent the first day awake. Well, I woke up at 11 or so, but for the rest of the day I was awake. I kinda blame Blamen since he decided to come over, and then we ended going to my great-grandmother's eat carne asada for the lols.

Oh well. Can't help it. Oh, and what I didn't spend at my great-gradmother's  house, I spent kinda sorta catching up on my dramas.

Then, the second day, I retardedly woke up on somewhat time. And had breakfast~

I'm still at school, working (because that is wut skoolin iz 4) on my proposal essay. Hopefully I won't screw it up (I basically suck at writing -o- )

Anyway. I'm at school (longer than I should be....)because there's this concert thing going on at 7.

Just for the lols, my friends and I are attending.


And now I'm finally caught up on my friend's list. That hasn't happened in quite a while, has it? I'm proud~

Aaahhh.... How I super seriously wish/long for that really big Janne package thing (aha) but, where in the hell am I going to pull $200 out of my ass? I mean, I can, but.....I need my future education...which will eventually lead to me being able to buy all the Janne things I want.

And dramas....and Arashi....And pretty pretty clothes ('cause we all need some :3)

Anyway.

That's enough for now~

Have fun~

On the third floor of the library, sitting next to the sex & sexuality section.

I can't make this stuff up, I swear.

Anyway, since one of my friends is always here when we come and get her for lunch, I've already looked at a couple of these books.

It's amazing how titles are really eye-catching. There's a book with a red cover and and a spine that has a little banner and is titled "How to Do It".

I looked through it. It was pretty interesting.

But of course, since I'm just so damn lazy, I don't really read. Instead, I go through the Table of Contents to see if there's anything interesting, then go to a section (if it caught my attention) then look through for illustrations.

I lead a fascinating life, I really do.


Time for Algebra.

~~))((~~

And, since my life is just so damn interesting (sarcasm is fun, isn't it?) I for some reason or another find an excuse to not update. Until I randomly have this little things that are called breaks. Although, in reality, I should be in class ryt nao. Oh well, I'll end up there sooner or later. It's not like we're actually doing anything.

Besides, it's also been a while since Ive been in Starbucks....


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I've read only one of the books in that sex section, actually. It was about gay Japanese. One of the stories was actually really interesting, and another one was cute to read. But, that's all I read. I don't think I'm going to read anymore <,<; Plus, I was able to read the sign on the cover that was in Japanese~ Go me~ =D

And just 'cause I'm so annoyed as to how I hate that I 'm taking forever to write and post here, I'm just going to talk about things that come to mind.

I got a haircut. It's not too much of a difference, and that's what I wanted. I mean, it wasn't "dramatic change time" yet. All I really did was get it shortened by a teeny tiny and take off volume (like, this shaving thing that takes off hair and makes it thinner. Oh, is that godly for someone like me who just has THICK hair -o-; )

Uhm. I super fail at writing for college, lol. Hopefully I pass that state wide testing thing. I should. Hopefully.

Ugh, state wide testing. Let's not go there -o- I just know that I have to pass it to graduate.....

I lost my 4 gig pen drive. I don't care if it was $10 dollars, that pen drive had a lot of emotional value....As in, I was still getting used to it damnit. So, I probably have to go buy myself a new one, damnit.


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Apparently, thinning your hair (when it use to be super massive a lot....) is a dramatic change. My hair can now dry in about 10-20 minutes (if I brush it, that is. I found that out the hard way.....)

Hmmm...I don't know if it's 'cause I was super hungry or what, but damn. This Subway Melt I just had(well, am having still....) was so damn good.....I actually have spinach in it (for the lols) and since the 5 dollar footlong is back in effect, I got it.

Then, these girls ran out of Chick-Fil-A they were selling, so I couldn't have any of that (and that is just really depressing....)

So is the fact that I'm falling behind in my work. Which sucks. And is, of course, my own fault.

~~))((~~
Our local library is apparently having a JNight. Courtesy of me~ (well, the idea, I mean)

Me and Mazel are probably going to be the ones who do most of the work (I mean, seriously, we need out of the Japanese culture norm like Gackt and Ayumi and into other things such as Janne Da Arc and Arashi.

Mazel kept saying some things, but most of it ended up being Korean (lol, go figure)

Well, that's where I'm at right now. At the library, I mean. And now I'm going <,<;

~~))((~~
I watch too many dramas. I really do. To the point where if I'm not watching anything, it kinda scares me....

Like right now. That's why I'm thinking I'll finally finish this entry. I think, if the Internet doesn't mind of course, I'll post the tiniest updates just so I can have updates and, hopefully, start being able to post longer entries that do not take more than 2 weeks to write.

I'm starting to like Korean. Hmm..not sure if "like" is a good word to use, but I'm learning it so I can understand what my drama along with the subtitles are yelling at me. So, I guess I can say I like knowing.


Anyway. That's enough.

I'll start updating in post bits, so if I flood up anyone's friend's list with those short things, I sincerely apologize.

Mmmm~ Diamond Virgin. It sounds soooooo good~

Yes~ Sing to me yasu-sama <3





[[P.S. All the little ~~))~~ were to show all the day breaks I took in writing this.]]

I know, I know. I realize that I basically haven't had a "happy" entry since.........more than a month ago.

So, with that, I am going to write a happy entry. Hopefully I won't insert some "I want__."

But I do.

Well, so that way I won't kinda consider it in here....

( It's kinda late for a Christmas list, isn't it? Or super early... )


Anyway. Now, onto the part where I should be talking about nice things~

Ooh~ yasu's website is uploaded~ I don't think I've ever seen yasu so....pimp. It's pretty....pimp. (Yeah, I have awesome adjectives~)

Speaking of sexiness that is called yasu~ Seren gave me Jigsaw, and my gosh....he....is one smexy thing~

That means two Janne CDs, two Acid Black Cherry CDs (singles actually, but whatever) and a kiyo DVD, which I can't even watch yet, but oh well.

You know, once I think of yasu-sama, I can't help but thing of the person who basically owns him, and the reason why he is on my "not allowed to touch" list: kiku~

( My letter to kiku: it's less expensive than postal~ )


Mmmm~ Falling in love with my fandoms is a wonderful thing~ Especially when I know just how super special awesome they are. But it really does suck that many of my fandoms wouldn't date me (well, duh Nancy Drew -o-) But maybe I'll change in college! =D

You know, as much as I might get shot down for this, I still think I'm looking forward to actual college. I kinda want to be that super poor student (like in Honey and Clover~) who rarely eats because of not having money, then (well, this could either be in college or the "real life") live in the smallest apartment ever. And still be super effing poor XD;

Then either be super sucessful or something, 'cause I wouldn't want to stay poor <,<;

We'll see~ Uhm, yeah. I know this hasn't really been a happy post, but in the course of taking a whole effing week to write this, I've basically lost course of what those "good things'" were going to be.


So, let's just stop this now.....


Bye everyone~

Well, lovely.


I guess I can only leave it tome to be the one who really can get away with doing absolutely nothing for as long as freaking possible.

Or always is a better term to use.

Of course.


You know, there are actually some people here in the library that look like they're serious business. The rest of us just look like hooligans who abuse free Internet.

Or Mozilla. Whichever that person prefers. I'm using both. Which means I abuse a bit too much <,<;

I'm only using both because I'm still not over that whole thing of Internet Explorer being hacked into. Of course, the first thing that came to mind was "MY GAIA!!" Then I realized that I don't get on gaia as much as I usually do, and I actually like Internet Explorer for watching my series.

Which is about 80% of where my time goes when I'm on a computer.

About 30-40% of an entire day (yeah, including sleep....)

I told you I'm fail.

However. I think everything's going to change starting tomorrow.

I mean, I won't have these really long blocks of "Oh my god, I'm taking these mid-year tests that don't really serve for much, and only need about an hour to an hour and a half to finish, not all morning, thank you..." so I won't have so much time to spend on watching my series.

And there's a lot of them to watch, mind you.



You know. Those stickers that Seren said she was going to get me for my birthday are apparently finally coming my way.

All I gotta do (since I already had to choose my own pictures ^^ ) is decide if the pictures are good ones for stickers.

But....it's so god damn hard when one of your fandoms is effing sexy in every picture.

That would be yasu-sama.

Why do you make it so difficult yasu-sama?!!?!?!?

Har.

There's a picture in the bunch I have where I can't even see yasu-sama's face, but for some reason or another his shadow is really nice to look at.

Ah....

Either way, I have to look again. Pictures didn't work...


Well, we'll see. That'll be all for now.


Have fun~

It truly is a-friggen-mazing how much I do tend to fail.


It's super apparent during vacations, such as now. I mean, for some reason or another, when I'm in school, I actually don't mind going out on weekends with friends or having friends with me. Even texting or phone calls are okay (unless they're during my naps; those are never fun -o-.)

But, during vacations, it's truly different. I'm at home the whole time. When I actually do go hang out with my friends, I feel rather distant and as if it doesn't exactly fit.

During the times of school, I can help but want to be away from home and out and stuff. I tend to feel suffocated and just simply out for no apparent reason. Then, on vacation, I never want to go out. I do go out despite these feelings just for the good of myself, and I can't help but get easily irritated and want to go back home.

I don't get it. Maybe since it's the feel of vacation, all I want to do is actually take use of it and rest with everything I've got.

I don't know. I haven't had my phone on ring in a while. Probably two weeks or so (wait, how long has my vacation been?!)


So, apparently people have actually been calling me or texting me, and I haven't gotten it. I always reply back with a "sorry, phone's on silent" but don't really initiate a conversation.

What the fuck, seriously. I would like to know what's going on, but if I don't know, then who the hell would?

Oh well. Since I'm full of this much fail, you guys, for these past two/three weeks (how long?) of vacation, I've been watching my dramas nonstop.

Wow, I'm almost done with a couple of them. How sad. I actually want to finish one of them though. I like it a lot, but not enough to "savor" the ending. But, it doesn't feel like that. It feels like I like it so much I want to finish it as soon as possible.

 

I have no idea why, but every time I write "doesn't" it says it's incorrect, then when I go check to find a correct spelling, it says it is correct.

How strange. Oh well.


Well, since school starts soon (Oh the joy! Going to school for eight hours to only have three hours of class for an entire week again! =m= ) I best sleep.

Good night everyone~

I'm basically wearing everything in my closet.

Or drawers.

Just because I can~ I'm actually wearing sweatpants under my "uniform pants" so I can stay warm. Then I'm wearing some knee high socks (that are thin, but still knee high XD; ) and some thick socks. With three shirts on~

Mmmm~ My sailor 3/4 sleeves shirt thing is incredibly warm.


And then Seren came to whisk me away.

Damnit. The point of all my clothes is to stay warm....and not go outside....


Oh well. See ya later~



Crappit, Imma cry to my stupid ringtone now -o-;

The reason why is 'cause.....well, this song was already dorky, and they just dorkified it even more.


It takes some serious stuff to do that, and amazingly still pull it off....


I also love my icon~ God knows why I'm loving all these really retarded things.


This as well:




Makes me giggle on the inside~ Outside too.

That's all~ ^^

And so I shall~

( Mai First Evuh Meme fun LOL )
Well, now that that's out of the way~

Hello everyone~ XD;;

You know what?? It was Seren's birthday yesterday~

I know that if you really think about it, there's no real significance for a birthday, but I think it's really one of those things that should be a personal holiday for people, just because that's how our culture is.

I mean, when I was little, it was all about birthday and parties and Christmas and Thanksgiving and stuff. [.....That's a lot of ands (￣_￣i) ]

I'm still like that~ I think Thanksgiving, Christmas and birthdays are the most important times of the year =3


But anyway, yeah~ I didn't get to really give her a present, but I made her a cake (along with Blamen) which we begged and pleaded to smash her face into~

So much fun ^^

Then we ended up finding "ghosts" in her dad's house. Blamen was scared to shit XD;

I was pretty used to it since my mom watches those things a lot.



You know. I wanna go play piano or pool (and suck.)

I don't know if I should. I mean.....I have class at 1....and I've been out since 9:20.


Hm. These next two weeks are pretty fail if you ask me.


Since in our school, we have both high school and college classes to take. But, since the college is over (except for finals, which I have tomorrow)  we only have two classes a day. That's about up to 3 hours a day when school lasts for.....8 hours. (well, Tuesdays to Fridays....we have 7 on Monday, but it's the same damn thing.)

I guess I should include the fact that we go do nothing in a classroom for about 2 hours: that is what we call "study skills"

Crappit.


Anyway. Point is I don't wanna watch my series (the ones that I just need to watch the last episode) because then I'm pretty sure I'll end up crying.

Especially for Maou. Oh god, I'm pretty damn sure I'm gunna cry.


Hmmm....what other series do I need to finish watching?

Uwa! Summer Snow is back up!!! <3

Well, Imma go do that~ ^^



See ya everyone.

Have fun~